Archive | January 2006

Tagged Again

I’ve been tagged again, this time by Norma at Collecting My Thoughts, a great blog to visit by the way. Librarians, especially retired librarians, just have more fun.

The question/meme is: What are the first five things you want to ask Jesus when you get to heaven?

I was about to answer when I realized that I don’t have any questions. Or actually I have lots of questions, but will I understand any of the answers better in heaven than I would understand them here and now? So that’s my first question.

Assuming that one is answered in the affirmative, I would love to really understand predestination and election and free will and all that whole paradox.

Then I’d like to know: what are we all here in heaven for? How are we going to go about worshipping God and enjoying Him forever? What’s the plan?

Is there a library?

Oh, and can I understand eternity, too? That might take us circling back to question number two.

That’s five. But If I understand eternity at all, then there are no limits. So I can sit at Jesus’ feet like Mary did and ask as many questions as my glorified brain will hold.

Oh, I almost forgot. I tag the urchins again. None of them has done the “four questions” meme. I wonder if they even know we’re talking about them behind their backs.

A Canticle for Leibowitz by Walter Miller

I finished this book a few days ago, and I’ve been letting my thoughts percolate somewhere in my subconscious in hope that I would eventually have something coherent and intelligent to say. I’m not sure I’m there yet. I thought the book was . . . interesting. In some ways, the ideas were fascinating. The plot was somewhat outdated; published in 1959, the book posits a world decimated by nuclear war in which culture and literacy are preserved only by a small group of Catholic monks. And even the monks don’t understand half of what they’re preserving. The barbarians have taken over the world, and only a few isolated outposts of civilization remain. Near the end of the book, euthanasia is a major issue, and that section was startlingly relevant to contemporary culture.

Some questions brought up in this novel:

Is it possible for an entire culture to be destroyed or lost and then revived or regained?

Long ago, during the last age of reason, certain proud thinkers had claimed that valid knowledge was indestructible–that ideas were deathless and truth immortal. But that was true in only the subtlest sense, the abbot thought, and not superficially true at all. There was objective meaning in the world, to be sure: the nonmoral logos or design of the Creator; but such meanings were God’s and not Man’s, until they found an imperfect incarnation, a dark reflection, within the mind and speech and culture of a given human society, which might ascribe values to the meanings so that they became valid in a human sense within the culture. For Man was a culture-bearer as well as a soul bearer, but his cultures were not immortal and they could die with a race or an age, and then human reflections of meaning and human portrayals of truth receded, and truth and meaning resided, unseen, only in the objective logos of Nature and the ineffable Logos of God. Truth could be crucified; but soon, perhaps, a resurrection.

Is there meaning in suffering? Particularly, why do children suffer?

“I cannot understand a God who is pleased by my baby’s hurting!”
The priest winced. “No, no! It is not the pain that is pleasing to God, child. It is the soul’s endurance in faith and hope and love in spite of bodily afflictions that pleases Heaven. Pain is like negative temptation. God is not pleased by temptations that afflict the flesh; He is pleased when the soul rises above the temptation and says, ‘Go Satan.’ It’s the same with pain, which is often a temptation to despair, anger, loss of faith –”
“Save your breath, Father. I’m not complaining. The baby is. But the baby doesn’t understand your sermon. She can hurt, though. She can hurt, but she can’t understand.”

Maybe this book isn’t outdated at all. Maybe the barbarians are at the gates. Maybe we are danger of destroying ourselves and our culture either with our nuclear weapons or with our gene-tampering technologies or in some other way that I can’t foresee. Perhaps we are becoming so illiterate and TV-obsessed that the treasures of Western culture and of Christianity may only be preserved in isolated communities and homes. Or maybe the sky isn’t falling. It’s worth thinking about.

Several of the characters in A Canticle for Leibowitz seem to carry deep symbolic meaning but I’m not really sure what that meaning is. There’s a Mad Poet, who is either a prophet or a fool. And Benjamin the Old Jew of the Mountain who lives out in the desert alone, waiting for the Messiah, or waiting for something, is intriguing, but I can’t exactly tell you what his character is supposed to signify either. Then at the end of the novel there’s an old “tumater woman” with two heads. Is she significant or just odd? My guess is that all these ambiguous characters are thrown in to hint at meaning, maybe to tease the reader. After all, the question that runs through the entire novel is that of whether life has any meaning at all. I think the novelist intends us to keep asking.

I did a little research and read that not only did Mr. Miller renounce his Catholicism later in life after the publication of A Canticle for Leibowitz, he also suffered from depression and finally committed suicide. It’s a sad ending, and it contradicts the hope inherent in A Canticle for Leibowitz. But the book also indicates that men are inconsistent at best.

Four Meme

I know some of you out there don’t like memes, and I can understand the feeling. However, I must admit, even if it makes me seem juvenile and unsophisticated, I like being “tagged.” I feel complimented that Phil at Brandywine Books asked me to participate in this meme. It’s sort of like being picked to be on the team.

4 Movies You Could Watch Over and Over
1. The Princess Bride
2. Henry V
3. Lord of the Rings
4. It’s a Mad, Mad, Mad, Mad World
Semicolon’s 105 Best Movies of All Time

4 Places You Have Lived: I’m a Texas girl. I’ve never really lived anywhere else, aside from one summer spent in Oklahoma City, and I doubt that really counts. I once told Engineer Husband that I’d live anywhere in Texas he wanted to live–except Houston. We both laughed and agreed, “Why would anyone want to go to Houston?” So that’s where I’ve been living for the last twenty years. Lesson: Be careful what you laugh about.
1. San Angelo,TX
2. Abilene, TX
3. Austin, TX
4. Houston, TX

4 TV Shows You Love To Watch
1. LOST
2. Monk (on DVD)
That’s it. The urchins watch PBS.

4 Places You Have Been On Vacation
1. Houston. Our first family vacation when I was a young teenager was to come to Houston and go to Astroworld.
2. Colorado. Our second family vacation was a trip to Colorado to see Pike’s Peak and Royal Gorge. Are they both still there?
3. Monterrey, Mexico.
4. Shakespeare at Winedale

4 Websites You Visit Daily
1. Mental Multivitamin
2. Brandywine Books
3. LibraryThing
4. Bloglines

4 Of Your Favorite Foods: I could pretend to be healthy and wise, or I could be honest.
1. Sugar
2. Chocolate
3. Lime coke
4. Thin mint Girl Scout cookies

4 Places You Would Rather Be Right Now
1. London
2. Paris
3. Rome
4. Madrid

4 Bloggers You are Tagging: I usually tag my urchins to see if they’re reading my blog (probably not) and to see what’s going on in their heads. Sometimes one, of the four who have a blog, responds.
1. Eldest Daughter
2. Dancer Daughter
3. Organizer Daughter
4. Computer Guru Son

To This Great Stage of Fools: Born January 19th

Patricia Highsmith, b. 1921. We used to rent DVDs from Clean Films, movies that had been edited to remove profanity and nudity. One of the films we rented has become something of a family joke, The Talented Mr. Ripley, based on the novel by Patricia Highsmith. I think something was definitely lost in the editing; it was a very confusing movie experience for us, and by the time we realized what the movie was all about and that we really didn’t want to watch it at all, it was too late. I still can’t watch a movie with Matt Damon and feel comfortable with whatever character he’s playing; I’m always afraid he might turn into Mr. Ripley before the end of the movie. Anyway I bought a copy of Strangers on a Train also by Patricia Highsmith, and I plan to read it soon. I hope it doesn’t have any disturbing or disturbed Damon/Ripley characters in it–although I could probably handle it better in a book than in a movie.

Edgar Allan Poe

Maybe January 19th is the day for weirdness; it’s also the birthday of Edgar Allan Poe. I posted last year on Poe’s birthday about tintinabulation and in 2004 about my favorite poem, Annabel Lee.
I also wrote about the Poe forgery, Leonainie. Does anyone know without looking who the forger was?
Finally, have you heard about the Poe Toaster? He comes in the night every January 19th and leaves a half-filled bottle of cognac and three roses on Poe’s grave. Some unknown man has performed this ritual every year since 1949. Does anyone know if he’s left his tribute for this year? Or will it be tonight?

To This Great Stage of Fools: Born January 18th

Alan Alexander Milne, b. 1882
The Most Important Book I Read in College and other Milne links.
Favorite Pooh quotes.

Did you know that Milne wrote a parody of Conan Doyle and of Pope called “The Rape of the Sherlock”?

His first book was called Lovers in London, a collection of sketches about a young Englishman and his American sweetheart. Doesn’t that sound sweet? Milne was ashamed of the book and said that he hoped it never came back into print.

He wrote plays and was a good friend of J.M. Barrie, also a playwright.

Dorothy Parker wrote a very critical review of The House at Pooh Corner to which Milne responded that he didn’t write it for Dorothy Parker but rather for the children who loved Pooh. ” . . . no writer of children’s books says gaily to his publisher, ‘Don’t bother about the children, Mrs Parker will love it.'”

Quotes:

Ideas may drift into other minds, but they do not drift my way. I have to go and fetch them. I know no work manual or mental to equal the appalling heart-breaking anguish of fetching an idea from nowhere. (Autobiography, 225)

When I am gone
Let Shepard decorate my tomb
And put (if there is room)
Two pictures on the stone:
Piglet, from page a hundred and eleven
And Pooh and Piglet walking (157)…
And Peter, thinking that they are my own,
Will welcome me to heaven.

Community Building

Ben Franklin



Buy this Poster at AllPosters.com in honor of Ben’s 300th Birthday

In the spirit of Benjamin Franklin (b.January 17, 1706) and William Wilberforce, some folks in Roanoke, VA under the guidance of Mr. Dawn Treader have started something called Pigfest. I don’t care for the name, but I love the idea.

A Pigfest is a time to gather together to indulge piggishly on food and to feast on ideas. You might think of it as a modern day Junto society. The Junto society was the brain child of a young Benjamin Franklin. Franklin’s group met weekly in Philadelphia from 1727 until 1767. Their desire was to improve themselves, their community, and to help others. William Wilberforce had a similar group which met in England from 1790 to 1830.

I would enjoy starting a book club that met once a month to discuss the ideas in literature or a group that met to discuss ideas and issues. I’m just not sure I have the leadership abilities to start and sustain such a group. Nor do I think I really have the time. Do you meet with others regularly to talk about ideas or to find ways to improve the community together? What form does your group take? Is it a formal group meeting or informal? Does your church sponsor such community-building discussion groups?

Oprah’s High School Essay Contest

So Night by Elie Wiesel, an autobiographical novel about the Holocaust is the book that’s “mandatory reading for every person on the planet.” I must admit that although I’ve heard of Elie Wiesel, I’ve never read any of his work. Dancer Daughter read Night last year for a class, and if I remember correctly, she didn’t care for it too much. Anyway, MMV says she’s with Oprah on this one, so maybe I should add Night to THE LIST.

Here’s the web address for more information on Oprah’s National High School Essay Contest and the official entry form. There’s some question about whether the contest is open to homeschooled teens, but I say go ahead and read, write down your thoughts, and send them in. Worst case scenario, you learn something and don’t get to be considered for the contest.

God’s Judgement

Today Mayor Ray Nagin said that God sent Hurricanes Katrina and Rita because He’s mad at the US for our involvement in Iraq and at black people for perpetrating violence against one another.

“Surely God is mad at America. He sent us hurricane after hurricane after hurricane, and it’s destroyed and put stress on this country. Surely he doesn’t approve of us being in Iraq under false pretenses. But surely he is upset at black America also. We’re not taking care of ourselves. . . Why is black-on-black crime such an issue? Why do our young men hate each other so much that they look their brother in the face and they will take a gun and kill him in cold blood? We as a people need to fix ourselves first.

I think Pastor Jeff Box of Suburban Baptist Church in New Orleans has a sermon for Mayor Nagin:

“During the evacuation,” he said, “I was invited to preach in a church in a Mississippi town. Just before the service, the mayor said to me, ‘Katrina was the judgement of God on New Orleans. It was his judgement on a filthy city, on filthy people, who do filthy things.’ Then he said, ‘Furthermore, God sent Rita to rinse away what He had washed with Katrina.” Jeff said, “I thought to myself, ‘What an idiot.'”

That day, Jeff said, he preached on Luke 13:1-5 where Jesus mentions some well-known disasters and says, “Do you think those people were worse sinners than you for such a fate to befall them? I tell you, no, but unless you repent you will all likewise perish.” He added, “I looked the mayor right in the eye and said, ‘Do you think this town in Mississippi (he named it but I won’t) is less wicked than New Orleans? God says, ‘No! Unless you repent, you will perish!'”

I got this story from the blog I mentioned a couple of posts ago, that of Joe McKeever, Director of Missions for the Baptist Association of Greater New Orleans. Rev. McKeever is writing some good stuff, helping me to understand the situation in New Orleans a little better. In fact, I almost cried while reading about the first Sunday worship services of three NO Baptist churches this past Sunday.

Now if only some other folks would quit trying to decide what message God was sending to whom and get on with living their lives in repentance before God and helping others to do the same . . .

Picture Book Preschool Book of the Week (3)

Engineer Husband called from the living room, “Did this book win the Caldecott Medal?”

“What book?” I asked.

Katy and the Big Snow by Virginia Lee Burton.”

“No I don’t think so.”

“Well, it should have because the illustrations are great.”

He’s right. The pictures are what makes this picture book special. The story is a sort of combination of Mike Mulligan and His Steam Shovel by the same author and The Little Engine That Could by Watty Piper. But the illustrations are colored drawings of the vehicles and buildings of Geoppolis on a background of white snow. A black and white picture map of Geoppolis on pages 6-7 gives readers a chance to slow down and find all the places in the key that’s scattered around the margin of the two page spread. Then Katy the Snowplow plows through all the snow and uncovers a little more of Geoppolis on every succeeding page.

The theme for Week 3 of Picture Book Preschool is Big Machines. Preschoolers and primary age children love machines: bulldozers, steam shovels, eighteen wheelers, dump trucks, and snow plows. There’s something about those huge machines that makes a little person feel powerful and excited just watching them work. I think Katy will be a favorite at your house for both boys and girls.

Picture Book Preschool is a preschool/kindergarten curriculum which consists of a list of picture books to read aloud for each week of the year and a character trait, a memory verse, and activities, all tied to the theme for the week. You can purchase a downloadable version (pdf file) of Picture Book Preschool by Sherry Early at Biblioguides.

Coming Attractions

I posted THE LIST (2006) of books I’d like to read this year (or someday) at the beginning of January. I also keep a running list of movies I’d like to see based on recommendations from others or information gleaned from here and there. So here’s my list of movies that I’d like to see sometime soon. I don’t get in a hurry with movies; I don’t like to pay movie theater prices. So I usually wait until it comes out on video/DVD. Or I might catch a movie at the dollar theater–which I think is up to two dollars around here.

To End All Wars
Amistad
84 Charing Cross Road
Cinderella Man
The Great Raid
The Merchant of Venice
The Touch A documentary about the ministry of First Baptist Church, Leesburg, Florida.
I Have Found ItAn Indian Bollywood version of Sense and Sensibility.
Corrina, Corrina
Something the Lord Made
Walk the Line
Pride and Prejudice No, I haven’t seen it yet. I am still having trouble picturing Keira Knightley playing Elizabeth Bennet.
Beyond the Gates of Splendor A documentary about what happened after the martyrdom of five missionaries in Ecuador in 1956.
The Wrong Man An early Alfred Hitchcock film.
Mrs. Miniver
Marty
Mars Attacks! Parableman recommended this sci/fi comedy. We’ll see if we have the same taste in movies.
End of the Spear Due to be released January 20th, this movie tells the story of Nate Saint and his son Steve, another perspective on the same story Elizabeth Elliot told in Through Gates of Splendor.
Curious George: The Movie Due out in February.
Pirates of the Carribean: Dead Man’s Chest Release date: July 7, 2006.

Have you seen any of these? Did you love it or hate it? Tell me if I’d be wasting my time and (little bit of) money or if any of these are so good that I should see them immediately.

By the way, here’s a link to Semicolon’s 105 Best Movies of All Time, my own eccentric list of what I think are the best movies I’ve ever watched. I wonder if any of the movies on the list above will qualify to be added to the master list. I’m still considering whether or not to add Napoleon Dynamite and The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe, two recent favorites.